it ended today.
no words can begin to describe about how i feel about council.it hasn't kicked in yet.not being able to hold the flag anymore,not being able to stand in front with my ignis councillors,not being able to step into the council room,not being able to be as stupid as before,not being able to be late for GMs and have roman stare at me fiercely,not being able to wear my council badge legitimately ever again.
i'll never begin to get that feeling back.it seems that i've lost too much in this jc life.first a02,now this.people say that there'll always be an end to everything.but they miss the emotion behind it,the reluctance to let go.
i'll miss this feeling.ALWAYS.
you kick up the leaves,
and the magic is gone.
